It hurt so badly.

It hurt so badly.
I didn't expect, I didn't believe, I trusted and I doubted.

ITS STUCK IN MY FUCKING MIND NOW AND IT SIMPLY CAN'T FUCKING HELL GO AWAY!

I'm filled with questions! Can I trust you all over again? Can you keep simple promises? Can you don't lie to me?

I'm fucking hell not feeling really well now and I knocked off early from work. I hope I could fall asleep soon when I'm on bed but I'm not looking forward to waking up anymore. I lost faith in it and it hurt me really hard this time.