It just strike me once again.

It just strike me once again.

No one know how I felt and no one really understand me well. Neither you, nor you. I'm in a total mess now, ya and I mean total mess. I don't know what is really good for me, no no, I mean I don't know what is for me. Okay, I don't know what I'm talking about either.

I hope I'll have an answer for myself and for the victim.